My CNY holidays are officially over. It’s back to work tomorrow. Technically, later today, since it’s already past midnight. Why am I still awake? Well, I think it’s the denial that once I go to sleep, it’ll be time to wake up and face the new day.

For the first time since I started working, I’ve had 9 days of leave, all in a row. Which is, unbelievable.  And something to be grateful for. Yet, after being dormant for this long, I have lost the normal flow of waking up early and going to work, and have turn into a sloth. My brains are rotting, I wonder if I can even intubate or give a spinal tomorrow after being out of it for so long. Alright, I know it’s only been 9 days, but as I said, it was the longest break I’ve ever had. How pathetic is that?

CNY wasn’t great, mainly because my grannies were both sick, thus we were so-called celebrating in the hospital most of the time but it was somewhat a break, I guess. A break, which I wish was still on-going.

Sigh…I should stop mourning the start of work and sleep now.

Looking at the bright side of it, at least I’m not on-call tomorrow.